Cut or uprooted flowers always reference Buddha's Flower Sermon. I was fortunate enough
as a little girl to be in the audience when someone gave the flower sermon, without a lot
of blah blah blah: he simply stood up in front of us and held up a flower, shook it at us a few times
for emphasis, and let us sit with our frustration. What on earth was he trying to say?
This painting is a record of a fairly epic internal battle. If that sounds dramatic-- I think
most everyone at least once goes through a period of inner struggle with different and opposing
ideas of how to be. (This used to be called a mid-life crisis.) When I began this piece in '98, I
though maybe it was my job, as an artist, to go through such things as attentively as possible, and
document them in artworks.
back to the my life in Greek myth